stupid people in society. they make you feel special for a moment that shatter you in seconds.
i shouldn't have listen to anyones rumours, it was all just a lie. if they ain't interested they aren't. don't go on thinking that there's something, its a lie, learn from it.
but after alll of that, its still on my mind. i mean if you ever really wanted to talk to me you would but obviously you have better people to attend to and have better things to do. im starting to feel that same shiiit again. let's not go through this. forget about it and focus on your studies. no one out there really cares about your stories and who you are. its just a lie because people would pick looks over personality. society is screwed and everyone is fked up in the brain. as hard as you try to not thing about it, you tend to think about. you put that as first priorirty over everything else and that's justhow your brain likes it.
i wanna like celebrate duy's birthday before hand since the dates of his birthday is durring my blocks and obviously i cannot chose movieworld over blocks this is crucial. i wanna celebrate duy's birthday because he is a really good friend of mine. the only that can make me laugh like 4eva and so yeah, very supportive too. but man dressing up as animals to a freakin' theme park, that's mad as i would do that any day ! sadly the world has come to and end. they give you two options and only two. you cannot choose both only one or the other and in somewhat of a way you options will affect you, either bad or good. i can't screw up this term, i wanna prove bshs that i can be better.
duy told me i can do, therefor i can do it LOOOL. see how that goes so far. ;D
