no pain no gain?

i can feel the pain rushing through me but idk how to react, am i suppose run up and hug you ? you seem to care for me the most but what am i suppose to do ? you mention my name a lot as well, i really don't want to lose you, i really don't want  to let you go, cos you mean soo much to me. we should hang out on the holidays, just me and you , you know?

i hope so <3 stomach ache, hope i can make it tonight, i don't want to disappoint the kiddys ;D