its make or break, people blog about girls and how they should be this or that, or that guys should respect them. yes its true girls fall easily and they deserve to be respected, but then i thought about the guys, they are human too. they will go through things that will affect them emotionally yet they have to keep it in cos aren't 'suppose' to cry, its not man like. i still wonder anyone would never want to lose me, because well i would feel special for once.
family issues, i guess im not a family person these days, i get mad at eveerything and yeah. it just annoys me that peple say things about me and behind my back when they themselves have issues too, but im younger so im not allowed to say anything. life was never meant to be fair, but everything i have chosen to do will never be altered, i guess people will soon forget my mistakes or else theyll just keep it in mind forever. i hope to be happier. i think after tonight i won't go on as much, if anyone wants to talk to me i guess it will only be facebook posts cos like yeah my family will get pissed, i think i need a rest from the comp anyways, a life with out technology.
im really excited for tonight, i get to see ari, vick and huy for the very last time :'( plans for the future.
now i need to iron my uniform and do the chores around the house. silly ken he stamped a dislike button on my uniform now its like imprinted on, even if i wash it its stilll there, well at least i have a memory to keep about flshs.
