i think im slowly forgetting the past, i see myself, i feel as though school life at flshs hasnt ended yet, but it actually really has. idk how my holidays will be but PLEASE i beg please be nice to me.

im have to forget you and let go, i have to forget everything that happened be tween is, its hard but i can feel that im slowly letting go, ....and life goes on right?!? i have like this cold, sigghh, great start to the hoolidays, i think ill basically be working this summmer. while everyone is having fun going out and shiet.

real friends ? really, like really?

i dont have any of those things. i have imaginary friend that i talk to because im retarded :)

tuesday, hopefully will be a good day. hopefully. nothing turns out the way i want it to, i didnt give the gift T_____T