english is done, well i may need to edit but its like my 5 time re-do ing. thanh says im a perfectionist, okies i must admit it too. i guess i want to do the best. this whole term ive been slacking, now i finally realise that i need to take this shit seriously D:
oh wells another day gone, counting back the memories and the days left of this awful year. im blind -.- mum said ill get 'proper' glasses on the holidays. just in time to look like a nerd at bshs next year o;
hmmm how do i feel now? tired, not as sad you talk to me, but i dont feel like its in the same way. i wonder too much. at least we talked. what will happen after i leave? i will miss you that's what. things won't be same. idk the sudden urge of telling you is coming, but after alll what's the point? if i do everything will change i mean i dont wanna be the strong girl because im not. someone act strong tell me how he feels for me, tell the truth that is all i need to hear and which will make me understand the line that stands between. its wrong to like you, but idk i just do? after all you can't control the person you fall for. i wonder what the future has planned for me. truth you create your own future, there is no fortune teller but really its just you who makes the difference. to cry for a certain someone shows how powerfully they have impacted you're life. to show your love you don't need to spell it out, but you do it with your very actions. he said something that i will never forget, but it was probably in a friend kind of way. idk how im going to take. i think that my reply was quite bland, i should said something else. i missed a good opportunity. and this is what happens. it seems like they can say cute stuff to me but i cant say it back because well i think its awkward and too reveal. maybe thats why nothing has gone through. in the end everybodies shy.
anyways, today we played uno and i was next to yee and johna so like obviously we would troll johna. soo sorry johna for trolling you but i have to blame yee, he is the culprit, he like looked at my whole deck. we played jump uno? so yeahs it was different and made it more fun and exciting. trolled johna a lot, then it was lil linh's turn. we are sooo mean i swear. but yee is the ultimate troller. mwahahah
