ah sorry for the 'hiatus' busy gurl busy life.
well i have a few disheartening notes to jot down here
the depressing moment when someone gets a D in philosophy but their overall is still higher than you :'(
also the fact they do the same subject as you and barely gets any sleep and does better than you
the fact that i have not studied rigorously enough for umat
the fact that this term counts so much and the fact that i really have to face reality and what my OP will be
my future looks blurry atm and im not surprised.
OP is one week, but one week of fame is better than none. let's hope i fucking graduate and do something meaningful in life and end up being interviewed by this big company and i become famous and YMCMB.
nah also the fact that if i do not get B's this term for english actually will KILL me.
if i dont get an A for maths it will kill me
if i dont increase in my rankings and achieve higher for chem will annihilate me,
my bio is no longer what it used to be
and jap is just a struggle.
help
gotta get through this. idc about anyone anymore its every man/woman for him/herself.
i just wish school would just end holy mother of jesus christ god.
