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so i dont think im ready for year 12
but everyone thinks im gonna do so bad cos i havent studied beforehand. i ceebs really. when it comes at me it will. i mean people only understand well when someone teaches it to them. i could go tutor, but id rather not. i bet all the nerds have like done everything possible to ace this year like a cheesecake.
ill be the one end up regretting, but i seriously think there is nothing i can study for, besides wait for the things and learn it welll. not that i will, but ill try. all focus is on this year, i dont want to screw up. if can get a solid start, ill try an maintain it.
everything revolves around reading. whether it is bio, chem, maths or w.e you gotta read to develop an understanding but i cant seem to do that. screw it. let it be fate that i win or lose, do well or not. its all in me and any teacher who actually cares about their student's feelings and knows how to mark without bloody bias. dont get me started. ill never stop.
cant wait for the last outing before school. its gonna be good. ive been out to dinners too many times now.
