i have to do jap and then loads of chem and bio.
though most of today a lot of thoughts have been running in my head. like all these things that might happen in the future and what im going to do. so unpredictable. i wish i could actually lay out an educated guess of what im going to do in the future like exactly what will i do on monday 12 November 2012. i don't know what will happen. ill probably go to school and be really tired. or maybe i might be enthusiastic, but maybe i might just not know at all what will happen that day.
when i grow up LOL i will be a fortune teller or something. sigh
too many problems, too many people. a lot of thoughts about the future suddenly today. i just stare out of my window with the sound of the rain and think of everything. soo weird.
the people
each and every single one. just how I know them and what i am to them. what they think of me. has their idea of me changed. or has it stayed the same.
- also felt unsafe home alone like i always do. but its daylight aha.
i am currently in love with they don't know about us - 1D . sounds so nice.
i am truly pondering. i will say less and think more. because its better that way.
distorted.
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they said it would never be the same again. - id mark clear reasons for that. because you don't understand me. you have no better right that anyone to judge me for what ive done. you don't even know me anymore.

