i am absolutely out of my mind.
i thought that today in the morning when i woke up at 5:33 that even if i tried craming some more study into my brain it would not help no matter what so i was just like. enough is ENOUGH. i didt do much besides read over stuff.
came to school so early like 8:30 then people were freakin me out dundunddnund dies*
then i was revising chem wt effs D: idk omgogogmgomg anyu didnt even come yet so i had to give jing my chem book to give to him. sighh datderp. i took too long on my KAP paper, but i managed to finish the MAPS afterwards with 5 minutes left, when i realised that there was a diff way you could do it. rushes back and times up. dies#2
chem. sab was hungry so she ate some of my pasta. we studied theory, well i didnt cos i was so derp i ceebed now i regret it so much. i flipped the first page and i swear to god i was on the page for like 10 minutes just thinking about it omgogm they made it so confusing as well. like A standard q. were jumbled with B and C standard ones. rq much like far out. finished the exam and the discussion began. i looked at katy first and she was about to cry with me ): it was sooo hard then i turned to tina and she's like omgomgmgogmogmogog easier/best exam ever.
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how could she even. i was outraged. then everyone cried LOL sooo baddd. we were discussing the last question. if it was leo or anne . i hate those decision making questions. like omg who is correct? omg how about go fk yourself or something idcidicidcid idgaf. sah bad. then i talked to Krishore about the fact that how all the questions could be argued with philosophy like the existenceof chemicals ionic or covalent complete but i ceebs going into detail. i was about to rip the paper or write all this philosophical sht on it cos i couldnt take it any longer. then he pointed out in the maths paper there was proportional generalisation LOL. what a day. i love philo but too bad you can't use it in other subjects. DDD;
today will be the first time ever that i didnt not prepare an essay before hand to write for my english blocks. comes to show how important english is to me now. bloody 6th subject, i don't expect change anyways. sigh
good. can't wait to finish idc until next yr sighhhhhhhhhhh this is killin mehhh ):
need to get away from all of this soooooon. i hope bio doesnt cut me in half. if it was as theorietical as chem or whatnot. ill just leave the room.
k bye
too much rage for one night. just soo tired from a blast of two intense subjects.
