people are always better than me
im never good enough so i give up.
in anyway possible i just want to be half as good as them but im just never up there. i cant get on their level,

i don't know. how can i put in more effort than someone and get shit in return. they always have the better of me, im never 'good enough'
how can they just not even study or not do anything and everything goes their way, but me, narp all this shit just comes at me when im trying to work hard, trying my best and actually giving a damn.
simple: because some people are smarter than others and quick learners and everything im not.
im sorry but i really can't be like you. i cannot be compared to you in anyway cos you will always be better than me.

had enough of those people.
i've had enough of my own self.

enough is never enough. cos someone will always be better than me