today i had tutoring, didn't work funnily but yeah, studying craziiiii.
maths bis such a bitch. and chemistry is so hard, need to in text reference CRIES*
then i have study for japanese - reading test is on the 29th May AGAGAGAG.
aaaaaan d i need to remember 18 rules + formulas for ANOTHER upcoming philosophy test. i lve how philosophy just hits you like a train. omomom. then like when i get it its like the last few days of revision AHAHAHAHAHA, im such a slow thinker these days. but seriously im trying to listen in class now, its hard when its so boring and i havent managed my time well enough. ill do my best, atm im alright, if i plan everything out properly and actually do it then everything should be good. good prep leads to good grades...right ?!?!?!/ someone tell moi. i gave up on everyone, only person i have hope in is myself, cos too many people have disappointed me, i think its time, time i start getting distant from everyone. maybe they were right, being alone isn't that bad, at least you won't get hurt that way. yesterday left me disappointed, it was all my imagination i guess, don't get excited over the smallest of things cos they were small, no one remebers it and they have other people on their hand tooo, im just a newbie, doesnt mean anything. i shouldve know that when i came here, oh wells its not too late, at least i won't have high hopes, then watch them being crushed by the person that meant the most. i knew something like this would happen. at least i didnt fall too deep this time.
lucky, and it was all from past experiences. don't ever have high hopes, because the higher they are the bigger the disappointment. nigga gee i learnt.
fck whoever, judge me and ill give you my friendly finger _|_
