studying for the first time properly. people who don't know about me who just think they know me don't you dare doubt me.
gonna queue some posts tomorrow night on tumblr, because i think its time for me to give away my password and study properly. after this semester they give out OP predictions. im scared so yeah.
people don't actually realise how hard it is to study like things around you affect you, especially this week killed me bad, choosing between two things. it was like a real life drama, no joke. and im contemplating to go to vi's birthday, ill see how things look next week, organise time and stuff.
you know what i hate? people who doubt me, people who think they know what's actually happening in my life, i mean please...you don't know what im going through don't try to overrule me. i live up to no ones expectations, i live to mine. like seriously. don't tell me i don't try? oh fk cos i can tell you i try and my hardest to do this shiit, i actually give a damn about my education. don't you dare doubt me, ill prove to you im better than you think i am, just cos you think you know. pleaseee just stop, you can only relate, no one understands. everyone is in different situations, different circumstances so don't go round doubting people. just because im not as bright as the kid at school doesn't mean i dont try. ill show the people who doubted me. just wait, time will tell ugh.
just can't describe how much i hate people who do that. im gonna focus like shiit. far out. the anger is like asdfghjkl why the fk do you even do that, so stupid.
