im not feeling right i have a japanese listening exam tmr and in fcuked absolutely fcuked. why?
because no one makes me feel right, i dont have the support i need to do it. i also have homework for other subjects but guess what, the mood is killed im killed. what do you do when everything is putting you down, you pretend to be alright, you pretend to smile you try to forget everything that happened to you and pretend to move on like nothing ever happened.
i worked so hard to get here today, i don/t want to lose this opportunity like this is what ive always wanted to be and now im heere nothings going the fcuk right, im constantly pushed by difficult obstacles to get my way and this is a test to see if im capable but theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee fark i give up. nothing is helping, ive just lost it. idk what to do. people say you build your future, you cant predict it but right now what im in, this mess i can't pick myself up and be like hey its okay, just smile. fcuk no i cant do it. i just cant.
