im black

im have officially disowned myself from my own nationality - im not asian.
i failed my maths KAP and MAPS. had MAPS today. like fcufckfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukfcukf im a failure. today i was like the most tired ive ever been no joke. i hate fridays, i have to cross to lower campus to go to philosophy and idk but its always been trieing and lifeless on fridays, idk.

life is crazy as. i got my philosophy back, got and A ! woo, something celebrate finally, first A at bshs.
followed by my D- 's B-'s C's and E-'s oh god  heeeeellll yeaaaaaah. jks im scared as fcuk. like D:
i want to do well. my goal is to get straight A's this semester, or not next semester. i don't want anyone to put me down. i want to have good grade, i wanna be able to be proud of my results and say I MADE IT.

im extremely excited for lynda's birthday like, i got the dress ! and um i wanna go watch hunger games next week with laura and stuff , everyones like its soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo goood, danica jess and vicky went to watch it today after schoool .
i miss flakers, i need to get lynda's present.