i don't want to stay home on the holidays wtff. i hte staying home, one because i can't study and i two, i need a break from everything, i just wanna go out and hang and chill shizz. it may sound selfish to my parents but seriously they don't know what im going through. do you know the high level of challenge at bshs? its fcuking scary, everyone is in to be the best and im just here....going at the pace of a turtle just to try and be with their level. no one understands what im going through. i work my butt of just to get into this place, i don't want to fcuk up, because there is no second chance. you either take it, or you lose it simple as that. i want to be happy and to be happy i need support from people around me. i get nothing --' faarr out faggots. why, i have to ask and be afraid to ask just to go out with my friends. why do my parents give me pressure just going out with friend, wtf they want me to be a fcuking anti-social ? fcuk that, i do what i want to do, i know what's best for me, and i know it very well. sooo don't tell how im suppose to feel or what im suppose to do. gtfo.
im gonna
- go to lynda's birthday
- buy a semi-formal dress and accessories
- go watch movies, movie marathon - 21 jump street/ the lorax/ hunger games again?
- go to annie's birthday
- go shopping and go crazy
- study for philosophy, japanese, english, chem, bio maths
