omg im like so sleepy but i have to study for maths b KAP exam on friday and do chemistry hw and study for bio and chem. then i have maths b MAPS exam the following friday and next week is the crazy week where i have to go to school at 7:45 just to do exams.
todday in english i was about to faint. i got like 43% for the turn it in thing. holy moly like i was about to shizz mah pants. faints on the spot and never wait up. that's the highest in the class, i hope i dont get marked down. i got a B+ for my speech which im quite happy since this is bshs standards, but i could do better. please leave the B+ i beg, but im scared of looking towards bad marks in future. Then in week 10 i have a jap writing test CRIES. i think jap has to be one of the worst subjects because im really bad.. lijin and me just fml in class cos we dont know much of the vocab. can't believe it, jap becoming a hard subject ? omfg i use to think i was good at jap, now im crying everyday because of it D;
well of to be after another restless day, i guess maybe it is true, im not physically and mentally fit enough for bshs. i need to get my act right. stop fb, tumbl and stuff just come home and study. i didnt reblog today on tumblr. which has saved a lot of time, but i still check fb once every so often which is stupid. sigh, im scared of the future where asssignments will be rushed and im gonna be stressed and devo i want to be organised. i don't get whole the bshs kids do it. maybe i shouldve tried out in grade 8 then this wouldnt happen, but some good advice from the yr 12 gave me something to think about.its okay, its just the beginning of it. ill soon get use to it and know when its time to really study seriously. lately nothings been right though on most assessments ive felt pretty good, hope i can maintain this. i dont wanna be off track or side tracked cos once you are,its soo difficult to get back up and catch up to the crowd. everything happend so fast at bshs. time is every and that's what i don't have. i need a break, but before that all happens, i need to work harder.
can't wait till lynda's birthday i miss ag. they really made a family out of us. this is a long post, sorry i have so much to vent and mainly about stuff issues. stop thinking about other stuff, just focus on one thing.
nts: remember to renew go card and buy some asian pens at inala.
some people are such flirts.
