Shitty shit ballsn
Well I haven't blogged in a while just too lazy I guess. Um today to celebrate the new year we went to gold coast since we get days offf cos of Sunday's. But still work shall continue . Yesterday I was at work helping my parents while everyone was at the city/south bank getting ready for the fireworks, I really wanted to be there, ag had an outing but oh wells I could come. It was unlucky that our rival shop got a restaurant close to it burnt so the area was close. This in turn which meant we would have a looooooot of customers and we did I nearly died didn't have time to rest soooo ASDFGHJKL I was sooo tired that day that I went to sleep at 8 . My dad was a gaybo and raged on about shit, I was just fuckin tired so I could be fuckd to give a fuck you see? Anyways I just winked in the night and listed to music, isolated about everything, couldnt believe it was next year tmr faaarrrr. My night was weird I spent the night thinking sooo deeply about shit just everything that affected me. I hope that this year I will work things out better, work with my feelings and emotions so I can concentrate at school damn is gonna be sooo hard. Seeing ag having fun together makes me kinda feel idk , I'm not there anymore, I'm missing in the picture. It's not right, I guess I'll have to get use to that, Ill have my other friends but I'm not included, flshs will be a different place to me now, I'll never step back in there like a student, Im just the past, it's just the past, like a stranger frustrating much?
And can I say something....I fucking miss you every day you know bietch .your fucking on my mind all the time. You know what if you don't like me then just you know get lost? If you do then fucking show it cos you just leave me fucking hang like a freaking retard. Omg my language.
Okay so today well it was gold coast fun, surfers paradise waves were we'll omg good ass then harbor town man I'm tired. Some fun, off from work. Damn but music still brings back so many memories, bs, I hate it. Just sooo tired, iread over shit and it happens over again tbh I dunnno when I'll get over you.
Leave me the Frick alone kthx
