im telling you

im not telling you its going to be be easy, im telling you its going to be worth it. 
OMFG i just realised i talk to myself a lot, truly forever alone o; i just dmned to my self in the friggen bathroom im sooo retarded, i literally vented everything, damn, i cbf to write it all out, i just have too many thoughts and issues im going to IMPLODE (explode on the inside) overthinkers get no where, absolutely nowhere. im just killing time reading over the things i reblogged on tumblr. i think you got bored of me :'( it hurts, whenever i think about it, well i don't want to.
"At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be be close to somebody. So this thing where all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, it's usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we've chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. No matter how much we hurt them. The people that are still with you at the end of the day, those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close. But sometimes that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need."

.......................................................................i don't understand what's happening between us?