wells school is better when there's laughter i guess?
just some people i want to ignore, but i feel that if do as such it will be mean, but really seeing their sight just either makes me want to come over and hug them or ignore them for life. Then they'll just go with the flow and ignore me. why is it that i always have to be the one that waves first, just a thought? sooo like if i don't wave then they can't be bothered to wave back, oh i see how it is. i guess its that easy to forget what we've gone through together. i guess i can't get that fact that nothing will actually happen between us. we are there that all. and after that we're gonna fade away. i think that im soo important to them but really their mind is on someone elses. how could i possibly be so silly, like i could stand a chance against the person they like? everyone likes that person - they pretty, they got the body, they got the best personality. and me? well i don't have the looks, i don't have the best personality and well im an obesed whale <> im just like standing there waiting that one day they'll maybe, just maybe consider me but oh wells no point, im just a friend.  in the end everyone disappoints me. even the closest people in my life.