such a catchy song snsd the bomb, sadly can't go to kpop fest - lol i was a bout to write gay pop fest- o;
duy, anousa and ken are so luck, better get me something korean souvenir ;)
man? why? why? do the weeks go by so fast? it's like already the mddle of the week. UGH Faarr!
this is it. just make it last, the past is the past, i cannot ask for more than that but for you to express your feelings towards me or else imma be gone T____________T i treasure every moment we are together just maybe, just maybe if you made a move? i would be over the moon, but maybe you're still stuck with the other person on your mind, there's no time for you to notice me. and after it, it'll be tooo late, i wish i could spell it out to you, but im weak, im afraid everything we built up will fade away after it so ill just let it be, eventually ill have to let go and lose another person that mean a lot to me. sometimes i just lay in bed and think of the wonderful possibilities, maybe you'll confess to me tmr? maybe...never, maybe im just the one thinking about you when you have this other person on your mind, i feel so pathetic and useless thinking about you when you probably don't even take a second of your day to just have my name cross your mind? idk you seem to notice me and i catch you looking at me, but is it just a coincident or maybe your looking at something yonder to me? siiiiiigh why ? i didnt chose or intend to fall for someone at this point in time. there's no point, i think i should start forgetting you and all the memories we had....
its harder than you think, its hard to let go of all the things you had, everything is so hard. i need to focus on my studies but your like my ? idk like you push me to do better? i guess im just another girl that was once your....close sorta distant friend. you seem too shy even if anything happened you'll still be shy, i wanna keep everything a secret. keep it in a box and lock it up, never to be open and throw the key away. never to look back
its hard, i wanna take on this future of mine with your hand in mine, but wells. its not gonna happen. i keep imagining things. okies from tmr, I linhh nguyen swear that i will work hard for my schoolwork so i can make it into bshs, after that i'll have to work even harder. reduce tumblr,msn,blog and i will re-active my fb in week 7. its been a month can you believe it without facebook . im suprised yet im still not focused D:
ohs ....heres to another un productive night of no work. tmr shall be better, i made a wish today at 11 hope some part of it will become, or maybe ill have to wait for a miracle. or nah just give up?
LOL i blabbered on a lot night night, one day ill see a shooting star and meet the right person in the right point in time, i guess its a matter of patients and now i still haven't got the person im looking for, well i do but im not their misses perfect.
