today like any other day

i f e e l e x t r e m e l y f a t t . that is all. i need extreme workout, shall go to the gym with the brother on the holidays. unproportional body image. tsktsk i know its not all about the looks, but i guess i just want a decent looking body. lately i've been eat o; HAHAHAS yes, i love food, but as much as i love it i need to contemplate before putting it in my mouth at least. grandma always had dmning with me at 'tutoring rest time'
grandmas's like: LIIINNNH come over hear, wuzz wrong with your boody? like your top half is good then BAM ! ! ! your bottom half is -.- that's soo weird o.o
me: i know grandma -,- i've been suffering this unproportional disease since birth, can't help it, i've tried T_T
oh no my grandmas leaving for vietnam this holidays, she's going for two friggen months im gonna miss her loving and care :'( everybody ends up leaving me in the end. wells she's coming back, she'll miss xmas and my lil brothers birthday T_T hope she has a safe trip and has fun. :)

wells tutoring is just tutoring.

i came home thens yeah we were bored so camwhored? : (how realistic) =='