thinking a lot

ive been thinking about us lately
ive been thinking of my grades as well
ive been thinking about my future especially next year
ive been thinknig a lot about the possibilities and out comes
maybe i shouldnt think too much? maybe i need to give myself a good long break
i cant though, all these assessments are coming in and well its giving me pressure.
i wish i could think about you, well i do but i need to focus as well
i wish i could re-take all the opportunities i had with you
i wish i could make my marks better
i wish everything was different
i wish i could change things.
people just never let me be happy for a longer time. im back to .......
consult somebody? i think not.