its distressing to think about someone all day and how we could possibly be. it hurts when the music on replay which describes your current situation, its indescribable when no one understands you and no one is giving you a breaking, its times like these that you just wanna let go of everything and run away from reality, but really you can't . today i worked from 6:30am - 6:30pm. tbh it was killing me. Though one of the customers nearly made me teary today. it was this beautiful old lady, she went to buy meat but then she was in a rush home to her husband and forgot her change. i raced out quickly to give it to her. she told that her husband was at home alone and she need to be with him, and perhaps he was ill? they way she said it made me sympathise for her. she looked like she was going to cry as well. she said i was really nice person, and then she left. the lady looked like a caring lady. poor lady i wish i could do much more for her. from my brothers graduation i experienced a lot and learnt a lot. to make your future you need love of family, friends and yeah... everyone at bshs seemed to evoke the same message but in different ways. i cant really describe but wells it was good.
i should stop waiting for something to happen because reall nothing will. i just shouldn't hope too much because the more you hope the bigger your disappointment. i just want to spend my last week happy. nothing more, nothing less, its not like i can ask for more?
'looks attract but personality makes me stay'^ that my friend is a load of bullshit coming out of every single guys mouth.
