forever alone

im forever alone. thats it

grades are dropping, everything is dropping. im shiet and i know it basically. i need to pull my self back up. but i can't cos im useless. im scared of what the future lies a head of me. everyday im tired, exhausted i dont wanna do any shit but sleep rest or tumblr. fuck im screwed. bshs, all that effort may go down the drain?

i've just lost it i caan't pull it back together, im feeling the stress, i can't even write m english critique.
i neeeeeeeed a better life. but im just waiting, waitng for something that will not happen. why? because im stupid as fuck. just that simple and i can't get my mind off of it.