conversations.

starting conversations are intense. if someone starts the conversation to you, they think you're interesting. if you start the conversation with someone, you think they think you're annoying. If you wait for someone to start a conversation with you, then you eventually waste time. If you don't start a conversation, you just won't have one.

how problematic.
only if...

im tired, no more no less, just in between i guess?
i waste time a lot. i often forget to treasure and cherish all the moments spent. however when i treasure the moments, it feels that things will never be like it use to be. which...yeah.

this is really sweet:
a guy once broke a girls heart, just because his family was rich and her's was poor. His parents didn't like her, because she wasn't high classed. Because of his parents, this guy broke up with this girl. When he first started liking her, he thought it was this feeling in his heart at which he composed as a theory of love (like an equation). Afterwards, he realised that he had made the wrong decision. But this was too late, the girl had cried for days and days and soon gave up on hope. She wanted to just run infront of a car and die, but she was too scared. So he would go every where she went and try to get her heart back, but it just didn't work. So, his desire was that if he ever had one wish, he would build a time machine and go back in time, where he could only leave the girl with good memories or either never have started with her, so she would've need to go through so much pain. The guy, then really understood love, he knew that love could not be solved by a theory. Love was love, it cannot be explained but only felt, felt in the heart. After the girl heard his words, she cried. The guy soon proposed to her and promised to never break her hurt again.