well umms, iv'e realised something that is really nice to do when stressed out and when your minds crazy, besides sleeeping ( Y). guess what it is? well its cloud watching <> this might sound gay and typical but all you need to do is find a nice grassy area to lie down and you just look up. you realise that nothing matters anymore and the clouds look nice and soft and serene. well at least i felt comfortable. LOLOL and with the clouds you can imagine shapes and thingies which is pretty cool if you ask me. only problem is lying on a dirty ground D: totes ruins it O;
im going tmr yes, but like i hope it won't be hot, accrding to google it will be partially cloudy, which is okay for me, i dont want it to be like friggen boiling hot, my face will go red :'(
LOOOL at work today like it was really boring and there wasn't many customers right? so like my brother and sister were OBSERVING my uber big EYES (o)_(o) HAHAHAHS then i saw like MAJOR BAGS under my eyes T_T -cries a river- wahhhh? i must've not had much sleep, oh dear im getting old tsktsk they blame it on tumblr cos im addicted ;p O: oh wells ill go sleep earlier to day maybes hmmm : / thats why i need glasses, imma ask mum to get me rabans, cos they look cool ;D but i dont exactly need them, but at school sometimes i cant read the board O: ! hope im allowed LOL. but apparently my mum said that i have big eyes thats why there's bags under my eyes? mmm, still idc just get me rabans yeah? C: and SNAP i saw this lady with rabans today, so jelly :(
im starting to feel a lot better, but i still have a lot questions that are not answered. and even though things still happen in my life that really dont make me happy, i just want to enjoy what i have right now because, it will never be the same again . insecurities? im working on mine.
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tmr when we camwhore hard out, im gonna do my stoner/brick/pedo face to scare everybody mwhaha
