today when i went on the bus, i felt weird. i had retarded emotions. i kept questioning myself.
i didn't even know what i was doing. i sat down and so yeah. i felt kind of sad, i wasn't feeling myself.
hide my feelings, i don't want anyone to know, cos im afraid after they do, ill lose the person most important to me. i don't wanna risk our friendship.
i feel like im being ignored :( don't wanna feel this way, it feels terrible, just thanks. i hate being like who i am right now. fml, omfg fuck my retarded mind, im effing up my own mind, just fucking thinking about you everyday, when you probably don't even wanna see mee. why the fuck do i even try?
tmr - tutoring right after school till 7:30, im probably gonna fall asleep. FMLFMLFMLMAFIonrpsdfixonbaptihuABINKfrdfixvk
life's a bitch.
