so like i applied for bshs at the beginning of this year to hopefully get in and be with the smart kids and get more challenged to do well at my highest potential :D yes i want to be a nerd. The only problem that im still trying and struggling over is the fact that i will leave my friends. All i have been thinking of is this issue, and this has caused my grades to fall back in this term. Eventually at the beginning of this term i received a letter from bshs say that 'i have a provisional spot at the school'. I was like literally screaming, but then i forgot that: 'oh wait, they said PROVSIONAL' so yeah - dammit ==". So this term i feel like im falling back, and ive been getting straight B's besides graphics, bio and jap :/ i swear, i just managed to scrape an A which is depressing as i know that i can do better. From my results, i have decided to de-activate my facebook account so i can focus and definitely make it into bshs!!! after i fb and msn, i realise how much time i waste basically flicking over to different sites. I've have come to the conclusion that fb is a big distraction, so have to sacrifice fb for my education :D T____T just like my friends :'(
Though its quite disturbing to know that people don't care you leave or not, it took me to term 3 to realise that - dumb dog. now i just plan to focus and focus :DDD
until next time, be happy and ill blog
